Lovable Medical Alien
The dust-gathering illuminated in spindles
of light, these little radiances the air told, held Corin’s eyes, and he felt with all the medical anomalies of his body their weight and pushed on. The fields of the earth — grass, electromagnetic, furzy yellow hills with trapped thistledown, paddy, hockey, vector, any — imparted their mass through the pale skin of his feet. His albino eyebrows grimaced, and he pushed on. That his stories had more suffering than yours, that his baritone on the telephone was more professional or quietly more kind, that he was more open-handed and wide-sleeved, or that he could hover like a butler — though unaloof, candid from the experience of living’s tenuousness and careful from the same — that he had read more, thought more, saw, understood and remembered more in his nocturnal eyes and that he remained sad, wise, foolish and joyous in his many tragicomedies, and pushed on, was all proof’s pessimistic pudding-skin to me that he was and is an alien and a saint, an archetype and a terrifying fable. The hospital corridors blink. In full moonlight, the university registries shuffle in discomfort. All the clown faces, clipboards, bad news and hallways he pushed through are red, panting. Shuffling at the keys, Corin’s hydrangea hands typed tiny crevices into the world, holes that sigh about light, dust, the textures of surfaces, the seeded waves of music. It is a small condolence to have his voice.
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