Turbine 2015

prada

^{unsure body                           unsure spatiotemporality lol images rising up through my jelly}
        ^{bodyweight; purple jelly body songs}

^{the body is slippery     ~~~~ infinite slippage}
^{world slipping off the body                              slide thru body}
"Illuminations, shadows and mirages. Things are always not what they seem"

    many seemings o.O     layers of shadows :0 sliopery seemings-shadows lol “i can never
    see things as flat” they’re always rippling. they echo n sht: meaning lol.
    metadimensional echoes develops their own throats. throats-speeches world & slippage.    slipnslide.

    Just starting walking                 submit body to walking
~~~~~ ways~~~~~~~ sliding into patterns
ways as images-imageries….. or vice versa. making passages as bodies.
passages-cum-bodies           wormholes;         creating dimensions.

^{liek residential/neighbourhood/city?            lol}
^{passing houses ~~~~ becoming passages}
^{streaming....        becoming streams/lines/streamlines. neighbourhood timeline ~~~~>}
^{scrolllllllllkk}

^{houses ~~~~ outside windows. staying peering x peeking. Stand outside the window. houses-visibilities-}
^{internalities-sensations}
^{runn through my fuking body. splashover body. penetrate me from different angles}
^{tingle. infinite different angles. always-already fucked by the socius.}

^{“seeing rooms from the outside idk lit rooms from in the dark” rooms dragging past, lit rotating}
^background
^{train rooms. infinite backdrop room imagery blurs. time sped up x slowed down x distorted…...}

^{social settings/environments maybe not typical liek bar n sht. more liek js rooms dbz timechamber.}
^{metarooms. lol. invisible. lol. some place. lol. not recognisable. nu room. nu space.}

^{“dark streets n sht dark and quietlooking at lights far away. sigh. nice.” behind horizons glowing. city backstage. city curtain.}

^{movs through dimly lit places. lol. slithering unser dimly lit spaces. unsere spaces comfortably dim.}
^{soft lit. soft drinks. drinks curtain drinks lights.}
^invisible.

^{blanket of dim. lol. forms visible underneath & cosy}

^{relax when invisible. able to be formless}}
^{can body softens and blends into the space. starts to disappear/relaxes. whole body into a smile. invisible smile.}
^{infinismile smile projections. echoes-projection. lot of dusk and liek low light and night time.......}
^{dusks everywherree.}
^{dusk every day. looking out at the stage lighting behind all the suburbs.}
^{phone screen behind all the suburbs}
^{out behind all the outskirts of the suburbs.}

^{dark-but-light…. or -but-lit. :). dark here but light there. internal glow; eyes-projection sky looking slightly green}
^{even so nice.}

^{or dark during the day inside :) daytime-inside the curtains shut :3.}
^{let more images in. more hallucinations. hallu kitty.}
^{more internal reality. reformation x form contrivance x form imagination x projection}
^{exploded internal reality red giant..}

^{~s~s~s~s~~~~~      building up to take with me when i leave the house.}
^{stacks~~~~~~adornments. bodies-shapes. bodies-bodies. images inside my body. x on the outside}
^{shining-projection ~~~> seep out once i leave the house always shining. perpetual shining~~~seeping body}
      ^{~~~~ oozing                                     to bleed over into other people.             colour everyone}
^{in under their eyelids.               put my hand under their eyelids}
^{under their clothes. under their skins.   thru their hair. mmmmmmmmmmmmm :)}
^{not being seen~~~~metavisible              #creepshots}
^{hiding                                fear covered over with ‘choice’. comforted over, justified as choice or need.}
^choicepower.
^{shelter myself with thought loops. shrouded in thoughtlooops.}
^{dispersed into choice                    into action....           actionchoice}
^{dispersal unto choice                                         or tactical invisibility diversions infinite diversion}
^{diversion>diversity society       derailbodies.}

^{the park next to the alleyway is nice.                   the erth underneath the alleyway}
^{nice atmosphere                 death comferts                    deth thru llife}
^{bits of emptiness in the sounds                practicing deth :) comfortable hole bye}
^{space between us and the city. really? us: me, the space, the play equipment. infinite spaces x closenesses between}
^{bodies, to infinite touching antiprivacy. swollen body. inflate x crash airbag smother werld. bodybag.}

^{liek under stairs at a mall or sm sht liek out of the way places             peeking; on the outside of noise     but still touching it ~ just touching on dustcloud.                                       touch ppl with eyes.}
^{feeling it brush on my body but not pushing me around}

^{behind busy things hapening? underneath the world: underneath the rules. “idk,” rules-transparency seeing thru}
^{them to nu actions. sitting in the treehut looking out over the neighbourhood. up the skirt of the neighbourhood.}
^{underlooking. lil bit weary of being seen.           invisibility guiding movements}
^{invisibility = evil.}
^{peeking.      peek hour.             takes advantage of distractions for invisibility behind distractions, people’s}
^{behaviours from above. less illusory when they feel invisible. being-real. performing-real: normativities- behaviours.}
^{real and sloppy.      real vs sloppy            public internality                 sloppy reality.}
^{edges drooping      picking noses; stop being images and become clouds looking from above. shifted outside~~~}
^{~~back further outside of personhood x personality :) outside of visibility as-body as-real.}
^{layers of outside!!!! ~~~~~~~~sinking ~~~~~~ strata}

  ^{shifted across the street, slid across the street, grating body? around a room ~~~~ grating people. wear    ppl down.}
  ^{wear down neuroses         drain neuroses lol neurosis vampire. Ex kiss-shot acerola-orion heart-under-    blade.}

   ^{the light has changed: inflections of objects seems different. lol. duh. resonating differently; penetrating     body}
   ^{in my bladder}
   ^{in my temples                   shoulderblades                   burning}
   ^{painpower              bladder cognitionz              painflow            different colour shadows}
  ^{“sigh”                       different memories rising up}
   ^{steam body :3 steamclean. eyes flicking around eyes shoot steam. steam engine.    infinite visibility}
    ^{pulled to things    straining against my face eyes strain against bladder}

   ^{Confusing Images       nu dimensionalities of images/imagability & metapeople, create myself new    situations x}
   ^{spaces. Becoming tangible in my body, becoming-tangible metasoul.}
   ^{nu tangibilities.       ground myself, get out of my face, get my face out of my face.... ground soul. dert trash     soul.}
   ^{face out of context as-face.                                ie infinite potential. believe a room differently}
         ^{believing-self into parallel spaces. believing-spaces into parallel dimensions.}
   ^{beleiving-others. believeing-situations. truth-manipulations. truth suks. false or gtfo.}
   ^{somewhere on a chair, walls etc. concrete floor. anywhere truthfuk. patches of objects. lol. arbitrary.     rearranging}
  ^{the fragments differently. meddling&warping warbling sending out ripples through their images. imperceptible    but}
  ^{unavoidable. irresistable. sxc manipulation. sxc diruptin sxc coruption. in everything simultaneously and    nowhere.}
  ^{real etc.}
   ^{tfw swelled with nostalgia swelled out through my legs. the ground swelling up, tears seeping out.}
  ^{being-swallowed. swallow discurse. vulnerable now. the whole place is vulnerable. marshmalow werld.}
   ^{unstable environement. eat it. spend al ur money.}
^{“I can't understand the building; maybe because it doesn’t understand me.}
   ^{it refuses to reflect me. so my body has changed shape will i fit out the doorway? lol. idc. will i submit to that?}
   ^{fuk doorway. or walk into the doorframe trapped in by the walls etc. Stubbornness.”}
   ^{confusions ~~~~~~ suddenness..... snapped.}

^{distractions`````````deflect to the side “‘’’”’”””’’’;;whole body derailings. Shapeshifting}
   ^{x segue. conversational manipulations. Body conversions-conversations. Distort bodies; verbal killpower.     slipping}
   ^{into new arena/space. Verbal deth. Verbal violence. new cave. Soft cave. Comfortable hole bye.}
  ^{new dim lighting               infinite new caves. proliferating caves x traps x sinkholes. js sink js by me a fukn gun.}
   ^{unnoticed/ing???????????????????????????found in another room. darker, the same. same enough.}
   ^{everything. same enough.}
^{spending time in cave. Cave downtime body diffusions. :). :0.}
   ^{quiet time. Family time. internal voices x echoes x bodies.}

   ^{bring colours in x into body. colourbody. colourbleedings.}
   ^{sounds swirling. bodies as sounds.}
   ^{the cave floor}
^{“it reminds me of the damp cave floor” life does. sleep does. deth does. deth drive anal society.}

    slip n slide
   ^{sliding across/along the street              soft drag.       dull thud.}
   ^{slipery surfaces               shower flor x wet flannel. wet smells. piss mat/matte.}
   ^{gritty....~~~~~~ grits x grindings......~~~~~~ grit twwth. :) slid earth, like, lindslife slime erth..... slime life &}
   ^{lovepwoer. slimy pathways          slime shimmering/reflections. slimy mist. pink mist. pist.}

^{slime buildup slime society.}

  ^{“i slid erth…… slid the whole erth off lol.” uncertain footing……… infinite uncertainty.}
^{taking care uncertain future infinite future infinnite dimensions-holes lol plato cave.}
^{slippage making the future uncertain}
^{“brb controlling the future with my feet…. foot tension.”}
^{but catching hints of light reflecting off the dampness; outlined light images}
^{“w/e 666”}                   n dark n sht ^{low light visual noise “cool”}
^{“every space they find themselves in is dim”        visual uncertainty visual infinity.}

^{dim yellow light. Pissroom piss filter yellow bodies. yellow fever. looking at someone is infiltrating their body}
^{“looking at someone is pissing in their body”}
  ^{bleeding etc. melting. candles meldpower.}

^{shadows dragging drage on feet etc. dancing. Drags on dancing. casting}
  ^{shadows casting people;;;;;;; casting roles.}
  ^{“/ / / / tfw cast by a shadow.” silence           noise/ringing
          ears/eyes ringing;
         cast in eyes/ears}
  ^{shapes cast. hearing/creating hints of sounds

projecting-echoinng hints of movement}
          ^{lifehints; facehacks.}
^{vague footsteps;         vague footholds aka infinite fingerholds.}
^{“moving too slow to catch anyone following; sigh”}
^{ghosting & spectral sht spectral shapes spectral werld. Being-spectral, afterimages x trailing. Fans as afterimages.}
^{Influence: bodytrails. my stains in vision; burn memory. dancing around qt ghost danceparty.}
^{embellishments of shapes and objects shapes and objects casting ~~~~ already as embellishments}

  ^{“move silently lol fuk noise” body sliding; cast across space “tfw cast” slippery body travelling silently}
^{things moving~~~~~ underneath eyelids; eye werms.}
  ^{underneath the veil}
^{the veil of the world ; undeneath ur reaity}
  ^{body trapped under eyelids}

  NAMES???????????~~~~ pronouns???? lol. casting x shadows x illusions
  x reductions x ghosts. ^{cast veil
  thrown/thrownness: personal brand of thrownness}
        ^{/being and being as illusory lol thrown into illusion aka identity. perceptual-illusory reality: “can’t control}
  ^{how u view me u dont c me anyway lol.”}

^{blankets bundling layers insulation buidlup. folds-veils. built a fort recreate reality every morning; shape of the day;}
^{arrange day arrange future. Arrange body into future. in the form of a ghost/ / / /mirage/ / / /illusion steadily}
^{gaining solidity. creeping into the world}
      creeping                                   ^{creeping behind illusion x casting new illusion ~~~~~~~~images}

^{sneaking~~~~~~sneakers, sneak festisg. fetish. smiles. upset the rhythm and slip into a new scene}
  ^{everyone pulled along with it without even noticing the slippage. lol.}
^{towed/in tow/undertow/drag/dragging}

  ^{stay silent behind imagery        but pressing up from unter veil. untermensch. imprints-protrusions of face}
  ^{/ / /body hands guiding their bodies along. 1 dance, many invisible hands silent transport: silence behind imagery.}
  ^{loud imagery loud visibility. drowning out movements etc.... obscuring actual positions “actual lol”} outside
  windows ^{lol skulking: being-outside the window; peep ontology. only moving outside the window}
^{behind the scenes of society x propriety. abuse ontology. exploitation ontology. cast shadow inside x penetrate}
^{rooms penetrate barriers}~~~~~~~~hallucinations. cast shadow inside bodies. castx take up
space. claim space marking teritory cast shadow. liv in my shadow.
^{presences emerging being-hallucination         “tfw hallucination”. hiding in being visible; being disbelieved or}
^{being believed. bodily illusoreality. moving invisibly behind illusion}

   ^{“pressup from beneath the veil creating shapes’’’’’’’’’’ shadow puppets” bodies move along compliantly.}
  ^{mulding the shapes in space        sculpt ppl
      ->
    with gestures}
  ^{manipulating shapes that anchor a reality,          by being-context, casting shadows casting shapes}
^{collaborating. collaborative visibility x illusion. being part of the scene. compliance-visibility.}
^{part of the environment part of the world. being-anchor. anchor meaning.}

  ^{slid hand up underneath the sheet. up underneath the skert. the screen}
   ^{move it back and forth etc. js playn :P noncommittal.}
  ^"haha"
  ^"hah"

   ^{swaypower feelx out rhythm………. tensions etc. stretching the canvas of reality taut. becoming-canvas….}
^{“slacken it lol liek ttly let it go. catch ppl in it. caught them in it and pulled their bodies in lol reality net lol trap”}
  ^{mesmerising dancing eyes lol hypnotism rhythmpower. swaybodies.}

^{shaping light that enters eyes lol aka bodies enter eyes. enter bodies. infiltration. touching behind their}
^{eyelids. sxc eylids sxc internality. intimate eyeballs-touchings.}

   body shifting reality x shifting reality body
  ^{hand up underneath the body. up inside the body. moving it moves its limbs;;;;;;; bodyshapes}
  ^{transmitting x communicating. placing limbs. placing steps, arms, fingers, so many smiles :)}
^{swaying vibrating insectlife. emotional sensations sadness- amazement- disgust-power}

   slats]^{slits[sluts gaps peeks trellis lol netting~~~~~~catching peeks} sliding under
  ^{slip between gaps fingers between shadows


slithering
            slathering.}
^{body fitted into gaps} smooth and slippery body^{infinite slippage}
  ^{“mbe slip back/forth in time” in and out of timing “fuk time anyway”}
^{“time is obsolete”}
^{put hands thru and meddle with……… bodies. societies lol. landscapes.}
   ^{“societies lol”

       or coordination or coinciding}
^{“rearrange the present lol rearrange the future. lol”}
^{“rearrange the past. lol.”      reaching back thru shapes & reforming them x use to twist peoples faces}
^{momentary confusion before they r pulled along slipped into nu reality nu history}
          ^{“history=mind tricks”}
    ~~~~~~~~~x impacts
  ^{“slaps          pushes bones idk ruptures” reeling lol the floor dropout}
  ^{shapes of words
   pushing agains the body
              triggerpower}
^{shifting its form to fit them
              trigger manipulations trigger ppl. use triggers.}
  ^{x mouths}
  ^throat
^{body squeezed in throat
    trapped in throat
    trapped in its own throat ouroboros}

  ^{throat-impacts. from inside pressing outward through the face/body. throat punches/ / / / /outwerd.}
^{“/ / / /js give in and flow along lol js give in to evrthng”}        smiling
    groaning       ^{face drop/ / / / /drop faces. lose faces to the flow lol. pick it back up}
^{drop down to the floor


lol drop it low.}
^{creaking bodies creak songs creak signals.      creaking floor          + whining swings}
^{sharing





           seesaw}
^{offset reality





       branches}
^{creak together creaks manipulating each other}
^{big built up creak hum buzz voice

helping their movements along fuk ppl up}

    sly

    dark ^{dark movements dark feelings liek tar feelings dripping and want to drip onto other person suck      them in}
    ^{and dissolve them chek out my tar pit} invisible underneath under skin
^{moving round under skin sneakings orchestrating.}wearing skin ^{is manipulation}
^{wearing skins
          suk skins up
eatskins}
^{skin draped over [     ] body
pulled tighter
              “looser. throw over other sht.. ppl/objects”}
    under the skin of the pavement/street
  ^{flesh of the pavement/street flesh of the room. -> squeezing the flesh of the room/out of the room. flesh of the}
  ^{conversation. hear in groan: or creak


lol}

^{feeling-tension
grinding up against it
           grind ur face up against it}
^{testing it lol
pliancy vs compliancy
play the room} under skins            ^{shadow skin  shadow}
^{veil    slipped and stretched aound &slipped off shape} fabrics        j ^{weave skin}
^{everyone in the room, skin sew to each other
  hair tangle. overly attached friend; rosemary kirton}
^{makes the best mixes.}
  ^{sharing space sharing body :) : move each other          pulling at each other
   hurt x force each other.}
^{trap by each other traps. faces pulled taut by each other social grimaces}

   ^{x pulling/playing its strings          everything hav threads}
   ^{tht can be pulled liek woven in anchored & tied down [beliefe/imagry n sht]}
  ^{hold the picture together}
  ^{hold reality together}
  ^{hold society together}
  ^{social conduct n sht ~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;;;;; deviations-manipulations. twinges/tinges.}
  ^{balance/avoidance/denial/ / / / /belief/reality. hanging by a thread}

   ^{life line.... lol} crawling                  ^{pulling
           sneak}
    crawling power c faster than walking
^{high crawl speeds shuddering abject crawling.} crawling under building ^{crawl thru bushes}
^{secret agenda ghost agenda passages guided etc gps lol. god positioning system.} singing
   ^{voice threads choirpower. hitting the right pitches voice hypnotism. to pull ~~~~~ cords}
   ^{cords (from) thru eyes
  chords x cords.}
   ^{cords (from) thru throat               attaching, pulling, getting inside, worming their ways in, voice attached to     bodies}
  ^{taking holds, pressures,} singing mirages hypnotism ^{attaching, pulling, pulling eyelids, heart strings,}   daze
  sht dazzle sht, shifts focus, ^{to fingers, knuckles, hold interest, shifted repeatedly, shifted again,    further,}
  ^{more, furthermore, spinning reality, reality spinning, pulled aloing,} manipulating, ^{moulding vision, held    in glare}
  ^/glow, playing ppl (instruments) ^{played a song turned to catch the light in a certain way on a angle}
  ^{looked slightly behind:}
fingers inside bodies wet ^{shimmering, glistening body fluid reflections}
  ^{distortions. hidden infinite body flavours}
  ^{smells. fucking with perception. within perception.}

^{bodies turned pink glowing new dapplings. fingers of light emerging. Fingers off light.}
   ^{emanating shimmerrrrrrrrr confusing vision}

   pulling strings emitting strings: moaning ^{moaning sounds outside the window}
^{uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh inside the house}
  moan x song fingers inside their ears :) thru ears into the body
pull the body. pull it off. pulling emotion sht rip it off.
   motivating/mobilising walked their bodies
   smiled their faces
   frowned their faces
   shed their tears xxxxx wat u r seeing ^{who shifted your focus?}
^{who sees thru u #godpowre}       playing images     dancing images
^{dancing light casting/dancing light/shadows-}dances
^{leading moving x guiding bodies touching bodies, creating sensations. shimmering tingling}
^{feelings dissolving dissolving will: smiling body being penetrated. manipulated: fel giddy}
   invocation

   summoning

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