Excerpts from a reading journal, 2008
Māori Tales of Long Ago
I also love the presentation of these old books and the illustrations work so well in their simplicity. I picked this book up at a book fair in Titirangi for ten dollars. The guy running the stall next to the guy who sold it to me said I was getting a bargain and I reckon I did. I was attracted to this collection because it includes ‘The Story of Hatupatu and the Ogress of the Birds’. This was a story that scared me out of my wits when I was a kid, I literally used to hide under the couch when it was being read but I couldn’t get enough of it – and I’ve heard several variations since then. It should be mentioned that the Ogress’s name is Kurangaituku and friends from the Taupo, Rotorua area tell me she still pops up now and again – a more recent sighting was in the back seat of a car during the land march of 1975. Kurangaituku is a powerful force and like so many of these characters has been misrepresented in the recalling of many mythologies as evil. Things are just never that straightforward. She has her own story and her own role to play in terms of protection of birds and forests. Kurangaituku is a force to be respected. Lately I’ve been re-reading the Māori mythology of my childhood because my own book contains within it, a kind of mythology. It has at its heart – like most of these old stories – a moral or a higher purpose, something the reader should learn from. ‘Hatupatu and the Ogress’ is about greed, how wanting too much can get you into trouble. However the version of the story in this book is a little disappointing. The story I grew up with put Kurangaituku in a more favourable light. In that version she captures Hatupatu then grows to trust him. In a vengeful act he kills and eats all her children (the birds). In it, both characters are flawed. I remember feeling more sorry for Kurangaituku than Hatupatu. She just wanted the companionship of another person and grew to love and trust the boy, so left him alone with her birds. Reed’s version places less value on the characters and their relationships and gives more time to the ‘telling of the story’. This is a story within a story where whanau are gathered for a purpose and the story unwinds around the campfire. The beauty for me about these old stories is the opportunities that are created within them for the exploration of the human condition: love, trust, fear and all of that! This book doesn’t quite hit that mark but is still really worth having, those yellowed pages…
But as the author writes in his introduction to this collection, ‘These poems are about belonging. They are about discovering a place to stand within a Māori world. Ultimately for me they are about finding more clearly what it means to be Pākehā and to be human’. He talks about growing up on the ‘other side of the fence’ from Māori - while he knew some aspects of culture (hāngī, etc), he had no framework to put them in. The year he spent living in Te Tii provided him with a sense of not only Māori people and culture but because of that, himself. It was refreshing to read this collection where a Pākehā author writes about what it is to be Pākehā and the issues living amongst a Māori community brought up for him as it’s usually the other way around.
G.C. writes about the locals, not as ‘other’ or ‘they’ – but as part of the world he lives in and within his words he manages to celebrate the differences. I really enjoyed the warmth and humour of the chapter entitled ‘Nga Poupou’ where G.C. writes about pillars in the community he was part of.
Tihei Mauriora!
This word ‘duende’ keeps coming up for me. I heard flamenco being described using this word but couldn’t find the context for it. The dictionary translation says, goblins and demons. Now I have A.L. Kennedy’s book On Bullfighting – as a writer she finds her way into bulls and fighting in a way that I completely get. Anyway she goes on for half a chapter about ‘duende’. Lorca kind of redefined the word – she tries to define it but I get it’s indefinable because it’s so much of a feeling ‘it can act as a description for the "soul" which offers itself beautifully, cruelly to specific human beings at specific moments’. ‘Sad numinous beauty.’ To me there’s something about duende that’s relevant also to karanga, haka and those big moments of giving oneself up – letting your heart out all over the world. Sad. Beautiful. Dark. The bullfight and flamenco (Lorca says cante jondo, the deep songs of flamenco music). Anyway it’s relevant somehow someway somewhere. Any thoughts?
duende. i love duende. i do know that it can be misunderstood. but it is close to all the ‘deep song’ things. love and death, love and sex. mr darwish writes a lot about the connection between lorca and duende and arabic poetry. did you know that lorca was gay? but completely unexpressed, because it was spain in the 30s. and then he was killed by the fascists, in Madrid. lorca was the first book of poetry i ever read. my godmother in spain when i stayed with her gave me the most beautiful, leather-bound original copy of his complete works, also with some of his drawings in colour plates. i keep it wrapped up in muslin cloth. i wish i could show it to you. there is a book i have been meaning to order for you for ages and ages, and now i’m going to, through that kiwi books site. it’s john berger writing about a spanish painter, miquel barceló, who paints these extraordinary, almost abstract paintings about bullfights. he hates them, but somehow captures the violence of them like nothing else. i’ve been wanting this book for ages so i’ll get it and we can share it. amor y lucha al x
I think there needs to be so much more to what I’m writing and I’m not just talking pages. I need to know more about Lorca and all those guys and haven’t done much and I won’t be happy with it until I know all about everything. I did read that he was gay and hung out with a bi-sexual bullfighter, then was executed. We want to go to Spain. Have an inspirational day. Pour any duende you have all over those pages. However, after reading On Bullfighting I might have to take another look at it. I enjoyed this book immensely and bullfighting can’t be an easy thing to turn people onto. It discusses some of the concepts I’ve only touched on in my own writing – it fired me up and told me to dig deeper. I wish I’d read it earlier. I’ve read a lot of articles recently about bullfighting but have avoided Hemingway’s account because I haven’t been after anything too emotive. That needs to come from the characters. What A.L. Kennedy did for me was just a bit of both – I was both inspired and informed by her perspective. She explores what it is to be someone who risks their life to make a living and the sort of force that drives them. She goes beyond the theatrics and focuses on the fact that a man (or woman) faces his/her death while a crowd looks on. What drives a person to do this? What drives a crowd to watch? Of bullfighting she says, ‘Whatever you or I think of how and why they do this, they are making that commitment every working day – a commitment which I am pointing out I know that I can’t equal... But I’ll give you as much as I can. I do promise that.’ A.L. Kennedy was contemplating jumping from a window when she was commissioned to write this essay – reckoned she just couldn’t write anymore – I find this a little hard to believe, not the inability to write part but the jumping part. It makes a good introduction though. A.L. is fearless in her descriptions of gore and at times this can feel cold but really, she just has the ability to stand back, observe and be fascinated by something that would make many of us vomit. A telling chapter was one written about dissecting cows’ eyes at school, because no one else would. While she had no problem at all with the dissection, it wasn’t a purely scientific exercise for her – she talks in wonderful detail about the ‘beauty’ of those eyes. In fact she found the diagrams and scientific explanations that followed boring. A.L. views the world deeply, her ideas are stunning. In regard to the bullfight it never feels as if she’s taking sides. She doesn’t come across as pro the bullfight, only empathetic to the matador. I also found that A.L. responds to her reviewers! Here are a couple of typically sharp replies.
ALK says: Mr. Banville is a fine man and also a born writer.
ALK says: She always wanted to be a vet, I believe.
ALK says: What happens when they get a psychologist to review books. God help her patients. Hahahaha!
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