hela trol pis
unsure body unsure spatiotemporality lol images rising up through my jelly
bodyweight; purple jelly body songs
the body is slippery ~~~~ infinite slippage
world slipping off the body slide thru body
"Illuminations, shadows and mirages. Things are always not what they seem"
many seemings o.O layers of shadows :0 sliopery seemings-shadows lol “i can never
see things as flat” they’re always rippling. they echo n sht: meaning lol.
metadimensional echoes develops their own throats. throats-speeches world & slippage. slipnslide.
Just starting walking submit body to walking
~~~~~ ways~~~~~~~ sliding into patterns
ways as images-imageries….. or vice versa. making passages as bodies.
passages-cum-bodies wormholes; creating dimensions.
liek residential/neighbourhood/city? lol
passing houses ~~~~ becoming passages
streaming.... becoming streams/lines/streamlines. neighbourhood timeline ~~~~>
houses ~~~~ outside windows. staying peering x peeking. Stand outside the window. houses-visibilities-
runn through my fuking body. splashover body. penetrate me from different angles
tingle. infinite different angles. always-already fucked by the socius.
“seeing rooms from the outside idk lit rooms from in the dark” rooms dragging past, lit rotating
train rooms. infinite backdrop room imagery blurs. time sped up x slowed down x distorted…...
social settings/environments maybe not typical liek bar n sht. more liek js rooms dbz timechamber.
metarooms. lol. invisible. lol. some place. lol. not recognisable. nu room. nu space.
“dark streets n sht dark and quietlooking at lights far away. sigh. nice.” behind horizons glowing. city backstage. city curtain.
movs through dimly lit places. lol. slithering unser dimly lit spaces. unsere spaces comfortably dim.
soft lit. soft drinks. drinks curtain drinks lights.
blanket of dim. lol. forms visible underneath & cosy
relax when invisible. able to be formless}
can body softens and blends into the space. starts to disappear/relaxes. whole body into a smile. invisible smile.
infinismile smile projections. echoes-projection. lot of dusk and liek low light and night time.......
dusk every day. looking out at the stage lighting behind all the suburbs.
phone screen behind all the suburbs
out behind all the outskirts of the suburbs.
dark-but-light…. or -but-lit. :). dark here but light there. internal glow; eyes-projection sky looking slightly green
even so nice.
or dark during the day inside :) daytime-inside the curtains shut :3.
let more images in. more hallucinations. hallu kitty.
more internal reality. reformation x form contrivance x form imagination x projection
exploded internal reality red giant..
~s~s~s~s~~~~~ building up to take with me when i leave the house.
stacks~~~~~~adornments. bodies-shapes. bodies-bodies. images inside my body. x on the outside
shining-projection ~~~> seep out once i leave the house always shining. perpetual shining~~~seeping body
~~~~ oozing to bleed over into other people. colour everyone
in under their eyelids. put my hand under their eyelids
under their clothes. under their skins. thru their hair. mmmmmmmmmmmmm :)
not being seen~~~~metavisible #creepshots
hiding fear covered over with ‘choice’. comforted over, justified as choice or need.
shelter myself with thought loops. shrouded in thoughtlooops.
dispersed into choice into action.... actionchoice
dispersal unto choice or tactical invisibility diversions infinite diversion
diversion>diversity society derailbodies.
the park next to the alleyway is nice. the erth underneath the alleyway
nice atmosphere death comferts deth thru llife
bits of emptiness in the sounds practicing deth :) comfortable hole bye
space between us and the city. really? us: me, the space, the play equipment. infinite spaces x closenesses between
bodies, to infinite touching antiprivacy. swollen body. inflate x crash airbag smother werld. bodybag.
liek under stairs at a mall or sm sht liek out of the way places peeking; on the outside of noise but still touching it ~ just touching on dustcloud. touch ppl with eyes.
feeling it brush on my body but not pushing me around
behind busy things hapening? underneath the world: underneath the rules. “idk,” rules-transparency seeing thru
them to nu actions. sitting in the treehut looking out over the neighbourhood. up the skirt of the neighbourhood.
underlooking. lil bit weary of being seen. invisibility guiding movements
invisibility = evil.
peeking. peek hour. takes advantage of distractions for invisibility behind distractions, people’s
behaviours from above. less illusory when they feel invisible. being-real. performing-real: normativities- behaviours.
real and sloppy. real vs sloppy public internality sloppy reality.
edges drooping picking noses; stop being images and become clouds looking from above. shifted outside~~~
~~back further outside of personhood x personality :) outside of visibility as-body as-real.
layers of outside!!!! ~~~~~~~~sinking ~~~~~~ strata
shifted across the street, slid across the street, grating body? around a room ~~~~ grating people. wear ppl down.
wear down neuroses drain neuroses lol neurosis vampire. Ex kiss-shot acerola-orion heart-under- blade.
the light has changed: inflections of objects seems different. lol. duh. resonating differently; penetrating body
in my bladder
in my temples shoulderblades burning
painpower bladder cognitionz painflow different colour shadows
“sigh” different memories rising up
steam body :3 steamclean. eyes flicking around eyes shoot steam. steam engine. infinite visibility
pulled to things straining against my face eyes strain against bladder
Confusing Images nu dimensionalities of images/imagability & metapeople, create myself new situations x
spaces. Becoming tangible in my body, becoming-tangible metasoul.
nu tangibilities. ground myself, get out of my face, get my face out of my face.... ground soul. dert trash soul.
face out of context as-face. ie infinite potential. believe a room differently
believing-self into parallel spaces. believing-spaces into parallel dimensions.
beleiving-others. believeing-situations. truth-manipulations. truth suks. false or gtfo.
somewhere on a chair, walls etc. concrete floor. anywhere truthfuk. patches of objects. lol. arbitrary. rearranging
the fragments differently. meddling&warping warbling sending out ripples through their images. imperceptible but
unavoidable. irresistable. sxc manipulation. sxc diruptin sxc coruption. in everything simultaneously and nowhere.
tfw swelled with nostalgia swelled out through my legs. the ground swelling up, tears seeping out.
being-swallowed. swallow discurse. vulnerable now. the whole place is vulnerable. marshmalow werld.
unstable environement. eat it. spend al ur money.
“I can't understand the building; maybe because it doesn’t understand me.
it refuses to reflect me. so my body has changed shape will i fit out the doorway? lol. idc. will i submit to that?
fuk doorway. or walk into the doorframe trapped in by the walls etc. Stubbornness.”
confusions ~~~~~~ suddenness..... snapped.
distractions`````````deflect to the side “‘’’”’”””’’’;;whole body derailings. Shapeshifting
x segue. conversational manipulations. Body conversions-conversations. Distort bodies; verbal killpower. slipping
into new arena/space. Verbal deth. Verbal violence. new cave. Soft cave. Comfortable hole bye.
new dim lighting infinite new caves. proliferating caves x traps x sinkholes. js sink js by me a fukn gun.
unnoticed/ing???????????????????????????found in another room. darker, the same. same enough.
everything. same enough.
spending time in cave. Cave downtime body diffusions. :). :0.
quiet time. Family time. internal voices x echoes x bodies.
bring colours in x into body. colourbody. colourbleedings.
sounds swirling. bodies as sounds.
the cave floor
“it reminds me of the damp cave floor” life does. sleep does. deth does. deth drive anal society.
slip n slide
sliding across/along the street soft drag. dull thud.
slipery surfaces shower flor x wet flannel. wet smells. piss mat/matte.
gritty....~~~~~~ grits x grindings......~~~~~~ grit twwth. :) slid earth, like, lindslife slime erth..... slime life &
lovepwoer. slimy pathways slime shimmering/reflections. slimy mist. pink mist. pist.
slime buildup slime society.
“i slid erth…… slid the whole erth off lol.” uncertain footing……… infinite uncertainty.
taking care uncertain future infinite future infinnite dimensions-holes lol plato cave.
slippage making the future uncertain
“brb controlling the future with my feet…. foot tension.”
but catching hints of light reflecting off the dampness; outlined light images
“w/e 666” n dark n sht low light visual noise “cool”
“every space they find themselves in is dim” visual uncertainty visual infinity.
dim yellow light. Pissroom piss filter yellow bodies. yellow fever. looking at someone is infiltrating their body
“looking at someone is pissing in their body”
bleeding etc. melting. candles meldpower.
shadows dragging drage on feet etc. dancing. Drags on dancing. casting
shadows casting people;;;;;;; casting roles.
“/ / / / tfw cast by a shadow.” silence noise/ringing
cast in eyes/ears
shapes cast. hearing/creating hints of sounds
projecting-echoinng hints of movement
vague footsteps; vague footholds aka infinite fingerholds.
“moving too slow to catch anyone following; sigh”
ghosting & spectral sht spectral shapes spectral werld. Being-spectral, afterimages x trailing. Fans as afterimages.
Influence: bodytrails. my stains in vision; burn memory. dancing around qt ghost danceparty.
embellishments of shapes and objects shapes and objects casting ~~~~ already as embellishments
“move silently lol fuk noise” body sliding; cast across space “tfw cast” slippery body travelling silently
things moving~~~~~ underneath eyelids; eye werms.
underneath the veil
the veil of the world ; undeneath ur reaity
body trapped under eyelids
NAMES???????????~~~~ pronouns???? lol. casting x shadows x illusions
x reductions x ghosts. cast veil
thrown/thrownness: personal brand of thrownness
/being and being as illusory lol thrown into illusion aka identity. perceptual-illusory reality: “can’t control
how u view me u dont c me anyway lol.”
blankets bundling layers insulation buidlup. folds-veils. built a fort recreate reality every morning; shape of the day;
arrange day arrange future. Arrange body into future. in the form of a ghost/ / / /mirage/ / / /illusion steadily
gaining solidity. creeping into the world
creeping behind illusion x casting new illusion ~~~~~~~~images
sneaking~~~~~~sneakers, sneak festisg. fetish. smiles. upset the rhythm and slip into a new scene
everyone pulled along with it without even noticing the slippage. lol.
stay silent behind imagery but pressing up from unter veil. untermensch. imprints-protrusions of face
/ / /body hands guiding their bodies along. 1 dance, many invisible hands silent transport: silence behind imagery.
loud imagery loud visibility. drowning out movements etc.... obscuring actual positions “actual lol” outside
windows lol skulking: being-outside the window; peep ontology. only moving outside the window
behind the scenes of society x propriety. abuse ontology. exploitation ontology. cast shadow inside x penetrate
rooms penetrate barriers~~~~~~~~hallucinations. cast shadow inside bodies. castx take up
space. claim space marking teritory cast shadow. liv in my shadow.
presences emerging being-hallucination “tfw hallucination”. hiding in being visible; being disbelieved or
being believed. bodily illusoreality. moving invisibly behind illusion
“pressup from beneath the veil creating shapes’’’’’’’’’’ shadow puppets” bodies move along compliantly.
mulding the shapes in space sculpt ppl
manipulating shapes that anchor a reality, by being-context, casting shadows casting shapes
collaborating. collaborative visibility x illusion. being part of the scene. compliance-visibility.
part of the environment part of the world. being-anchor. anchor meaning.
slid hand up underneath the sheet. up underneath the skert. the screen
move it back and forth etc. js playn :P noncommittal.
swaypower feelx out rhythm………. tensions etc. stretching the canvas of reality taut. becoming-canvas….
“slacken it lol liek ttly let it go. catch ppl in it. caught them in it and pulled their bodies in lol reality net lol trap”
mesmerising dancing eyes lol hypnotism rhythmpower. swaybodies.
shaping light that enters eyes lol aka bodies enter eyes. enter bodies. infiltration. touching behind their
eyelids. sxc eylids sxc internality. intimate eyeballs-touchings.
body shifting reality x shifting reality body
hand up underneath the body. up inside the body. moving it moves its limbs;;;;;;; bodyshapes
transmitting x communicating. placing limbs. placing steps, arms, fingers, so many smiles :)
swaying vibrating insectlife. emotional sensations sadness- amazement- disgust-power
slats]slits[sluts gaps peeks trellis lol netting~~~~~~catching peeks sliding under
slip between gaps fingers between shadows
body fitted into gaps smooth and slippery body infinite slippage
“mbe slip back/forth in time” in and out of timing “fuk time anyway”
“time is obsolete”
put hands thru and meddle with……… bodies. societies lol. landscapes.
or coordination or coinciding
“rearrange the present lol rearrange the future. lol”
“rearrange the past. lol.” reaching back thru shapes & reforming them x use to twist peoples faces
momentary confusion before they r pulled along slipped into nu reality nu history
“slaps pushes bones idk ruptures” reeling lol the floor dropout
shapes of words
pushing agains the body
shifting its form to fit them
trigger manipulations trigger ppl. use triggers.
body squeezed in throat
trapped in throat
trapped in its own throat ouroboros
throat-impacts. from inside pressing outward through the face/body. throat punches/ / / / /outwerd.
“/ / / /js give in and flow along lol js give in to evrthng” smiling
groaning face drop/ / / / /drop faces. lose faces to the flow lol. pick it back up
drop down to the floor
lol drop it low.
creaking bodies creak songs creak signals. creaking floor + whining swings
creak together creaks manipulating each other
big built up creak hum buzz voice
helping their movements along fuk ppl up
dark dark movements dark feelings liek tar feelings dripping and want to drip onto other person suck them in
and dissolve them chek out my tar pit invisible underneath under skin
moving round under skin sneakings orchestrating. wearing skin is manipulation
suk skins up
skin draped over [ ] body
“looser. throw over other sht.. ppl/objects”
under the skin of the pavement/street
flesh of the pavement/street flesh of the room. -> squeezing the flesh of the room/out of the room. flesh of the
conversation. hear in groan: or creak
grinding up against it
grind ur face up against it
testing it lol
pliancy vs compliancy
play the room under skins shadow skin shadow
veil slipped and stretched aound &slipped off shape fabrics j weave skin
everyone in the room, skin sew to each other
hair tangle. overly attached friend; rosemary kirton
makes the best mixes.
sharing space sharing body :) : move each other pulling at each other
hurt x force each other.
trap by each other traps. faces pulled taut by each other social grimaces
x pulling/playing its strings everything hav threads
tht can be pulled liek woven in anchored & tied down [beliefe/imagry n sht]
hold the picture together
hold reality together
hold society together
social conduct n sht ~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;;;;; deviations-manipulations. twinges/tinges.
balance/avoidance/denial/ / / / /belief/reality. hanging by a thread
life line.... lol crawling
crawling power c faster than walking
high crawl speeds shuddering abject crawling. crawling under building crawl thru bushes
secret agenda ghost agenda passages guided etc gps lol. god positioning system. singing
voice threads choirpower. hitting the right pitches voice hypnotism. to pull ~~~~~ cords
cords (from) thru eyes
chords x cords.
cords (from) thru throat attaching, pulling, getting inside, worming their ways in, voice attached to bodies
taking holds, pressures, singing mirages hypnotism attaching, pulling, pulling eyelids, heart strings, daze
sht dazzle sht, shifts focus, to fingers, knuckles, hold interest, shifted repeatedly, shifted again, further,
more, furthermore, spinning reality, reality spinning, pulled aloing, manipulating, moulding vision, held in glare
/glow, playing ppl (instruments) played a song turned to catch the light in a certain way on a angle
looked slightly behind:
fingers inside bodies wet shimmering, glistening body fluid reflections
distortions. hidden infinite body flavours
smells. fucking with perception. within perception.
bodies turned pink glowing new dapplings. fingers of light emerging. Fingers off light.
emanating shimmerrrrrrrrr confusing vision
pulling strings emitting strings: moaning moaning sounds outside the window
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh inside the house
moan x song fingers inside their ears :) thru ears into the body
pull the body. pull it off. pulling emotion sht rip it off.
motivating/mobilising walked their bodies
smiled their faces
frowned their faces
shed their tears xxxxx wat u r seeing who shifted your focus?
who sees thru u #godpowre playing images dancing images
dancing light casting/dancing light/shadows-dances
leading moving x guiding bodies touching bodies, creating sensations. shimmering tingling
feelings dissolving dissolving will: smiling body being penetrated. manipulated: fel giddy