Tales
1.
A swarm of bees on the roof means the house will burn down The table is set for dinner and Constance sits and waits with the smell of roast lamb and the sound of vegetables boiling in water in pots on the stove, softening as they’re scalded from the outside in. Peeled carrots. Young potatoes. A bee emerges, sickly, from the roses in the jar in the centre of the table.
2.
If you say good-bye to a friend on a bridge, you will never see each other again The phone on the wall in the kitchen rings and she picks it up. “Connie, this morning I was walking across the Bond Street bridge and was sure I saw my dad on the other side. I stopped and everything froze for a second. I think I held my breath. Of course it wasn’t him. Then suddenly it felt as if the bridge was moving and I looked over the railing at the cars below and every one of them was red. I got that feeling, you know, when you get the urge to jump? but you won’t? you just feel this kind of pull?”
3.
A yawn is a sign that danger is near She has never been so tired, wakes in the night tangled in sheets, clutches at her throat dreaming she’s drowning in dirty laundry and when she gets up in the morning it’s worse.
4.
It is bad luck if a black cat crosses your path Constance closes the front door and removes each shoe, calls out Hello? She walks down the hall and sees the cat in the kitchen, lying on its side with eyes staring pink and milky, tongue out, dead. This morning at the washing line it wove figure-eights around her ankles.
5.
To dream of a death is a sign of a birth; to dream of birth is a sign of death Constance wakes not knowing where she is. She’s in her bed. She recalls dreams about the endless unborn ghosts in her womb. She thinks about her flesh turned to carrion or a carrion flower, blooming in death — all those seeds scattered over dust.
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